Space Traveler Shares Mental Health Struggle After Deluge of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the flight.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her lab work and years of training to the symbolic importance of her background – was overshadowed under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that passed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also featured experts in different industries.
The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.